the new year.
god i hope its a good one.
im not sure if i can take another year here at my parents house where i am now never alone.
before it was the opposite. my dad was gone most of the week and my mom was always asleep.
now my dad lost his job and started up a junk car business and is home way too much.
my moms schedual changed and she dosent sleep as much.
my sister is also home from korea for a visit.
i am never alone. and that means a constant and endless nagging about my employment status.
even when i have a temporary part time job they complain about the fact that it should be more stable. then if i were to get a part time job, no doubt thay would complain abouteither trying for a full time, or some other aspect of my life is not up to their standards and therefore they must nag me until it is changed.
today i woke up in the morning and instead of "good morning" i hear "why dont you look at craigslist for a job" which coincedentally i had dont just ten minutes before.
i am looking, and applying, and calling, but im getting no where.
i cant take it for another year.